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Kingdom Four (sorrow)

July 25, 2009 · Leave a Comment

‘Blessed are those who mourn’

It was understandable that the main street had a bit of stench about it. At the tail end of a festival weekend the sullage systems in the old seaport town were stretched to capacity.

But the sadness was palpable. It hung in the low lying part of the street, alongside the stink, near the old hotel.

The weekend crowd cleared and I soaked up the seaside atmosphere during a few days of fishing, lazing and sightseeing.

Curious, I followed the sadness past the old Sisters of Mercy church, which had later been used as a convent. Past the memorial near the boat harbour with names of fishermen and mariners lost at sea. Past the ambulance station and the golf course at the base of the dunes, to the old cemetery.

The old cemetery was enclosed with an old stone wall, a sign said it was built by a bachelor Irish stone mason who had also built many of the old stone houses. Built for penance perhaps, or to reassure the restless spirits?

The sadness was concentrated in one corner with little markers for four Brennan children. The oldest was eleven, they were all struck down within a few days of each other in 1875.

In other parts of the cemetery two children from another family had also died close together later in 1875, and another child’s grave for the same year.

Poor parents, probably survivors or progeny from the Irish potato famine of 1846, their children wiped out by a plague in this remote place. Four buried together in an awful week. The lingering sorrow of the prayer and fear of all the town’s parents, enduring somehow in spirit.

I learned that 1500 children died from a Scarlet Fever epidemic in New South Wales during 1875 and 1876. Hundreds of deaths from outbreaks of Typhoid fever, diptheria, tuberculosis or smallpox were recorded methodically every year, even an epidemic of the plague in Sydney in 1900.

Throughout the country, the indigenous people were dying from the same and other diseases, their death and misery largely unmarked, unrecorded and unpreventable.

Some scientists estimate that of all the people who ever lived, half have died from malaria. Children are particularly susceptible.

Sorrow is our inevitable companion in life. Blessed are those who mourn.

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May peace be with you.

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Naked Prayer

July 9, 2009 · Leave a Comment

Sure lips, smooth skin,


warm heart’s soft breast of prayer,


held closely by desire,


in this holy kiss.

Context (so what?)

So much to say about such a little verse! The prose is so cumbersome and inferior to the heart’s translation.

What is a mother’s prayer for her baby? A few mumbled words? Of course not. It is her kind and patient love for her child. Her love is her prayer.

What is the baby’s prayer for it’s mother? Too young for words, but immediately eligible for Baptism into the Spirit. Of course, it is the baby’s love for the mother that is the baby’s prayer.

What is your prayer for the Spirit? A few mumbled words about a mysterious suspicion?

Would you know God by reading the Bible, written so long ago, or would you know God in the Spirit now?

What would God’s prayer for you be? A few mumbled words?

What would your prayer for God be? For your Spiritual Parent?

We are the body of Christ!

How do we know each other in the body? How do we pray for each other in the Spirit? In a few mumbled words? Of course not, we know each other in love, not words. We hold each other close in love, as a hen gathers her chicks under a wing. Our love is our prayer in our prayer bodies of love and spirit. Not words. Close, like a baby and it’s mother.

I have drawn the picture to represent the sensual outlines of this prayer in the symbolic red of Pentecost.

Bibliography: Holy Kiss – 2 Corinthians 13:12, Romans 16:16, 1 Thessalonians 5 etc. Love – 1 Corinthians 13:4. Spirit, Mother and baby – John 16. Prayer – Matthew 6:6. Hen and chicks – Matthew 23:37.

This can be dangerous prayer. The stuff of guilt,flagellation, hair shirts, and jealousy. Keep it close!

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Top Albums Choice 10

July 8, 2009 · Leave a Comment

John Mellencamp – John Mellencamp

There are plenty of good Mellencamp albums. I chose this one because it is such a strong album from a mature artist.

It is unusual for musicians to perform so well over a long period of time. Most seem to burn very brightly for a shorter period.

We went up to see Mellencamp earlier in the year. I have to say it was disappointing. He did play a nice solo set in the middle of the show, but the band was trying too hard, and the show only lasted an hour and a quarter.

In his defence, it was a week night and I was tired. Our ’seats’ were on the court at Rod Laver Arena and the fans stood up for the whole show so that you could only catch the odd glimpse of the stage. Cheryl Crow was very ordinary as the support act, and Mellencamp came on very late.

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Epiphanist’s Top Albums – Choice 9

July 5, 2009 · Leave a Comment

Muddy Waters – They Call Me Muddy Waters.

The other question they ask everyone on Rockwiz is – what was the first concert you went to?

My recollection is Muddy Waters at Melbourne University’s Wilson Hall. I went with my little sister. I just had a look at Google, it was May 1973, so I had been to see plenty of bands before that. The live music scene was huge in Melbourne back then.

I remember Muddy playing a pastel pink guitar and Pinetop Perkins singing Kansas City.

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I had bought They  Call Me Muddy Waters a year or two earlier at the music shop in Whitehorse Road Box Hill. I was excited and wasn’t let down, this record is a great compilation. The last track on each side with Little Walter and Jimmy Rogers are both standouts. They call me Muddy Waters and Howling Wolf.

I haven’t been able to find this record anywhere on CD. I have another really good compilation on CD called Rollin’ Stone which I play instead.

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Thoughts of Tunguska

June 28, 2009 · Leave a Comment

Barry Jones mentioned last week that the earth had a near miss last year by an asteroid about the size of the one which caused the damage at Tunguska. This asteroid missed the earth by only 38,000 kilometres, a very near thing.

The asteroid at Tunguska never became a meteorite, an extensive search could not find any physical trace of it. Eventually the investigators worked out that at the speed it was travelling, and the angle of approach, the atmosphere had been solid enough for it to bounce like a stone skipping off water. The enormous force of the slap on the atmosphere and the shock wave it generated caused all the damage.

Fans of the X Files may be familiar with this story.

A search of Google Earth reveals many impact craters including the now famous one at Wolf Creek. If the Tunguska meteor had hit a little more directly many of us would not be here.

How do concepts of a providential and beneficial deity stand up to the inherent tragic consequences of these sort of events?

Plainly, the limited view of a personal, benevolent God is unbalanced.

In the Bible, and in much of Christian thought, the balance is maintained by a belief in the opposing nature of sin and the devil. In the New Testament, the burden of imbalance is so great that a whole book, The Revelation, concludes the collection to enable some sort of unity in the philosophy and the thoughts of the reader.

The story of Job reinforces the moral dilemma “And the LORD said to Satan, “Behold, all that he has is in your power;” ” A message reinforced in the Revelation.

What, then of asteroids and imminent catastrophe?

Perhaps a benevolent deity has rescued us from calamity. There is certainly a satisfying, childish balance in this view, but why would the danger exist in the first place?

His ways are not our ways, is the usual response. A response which takes us back to the concept of the God of the Gaps. God defined in the things we don’t understand.

These ideas are another manifestation of dualism, a central necessity to so much of human thought, and a subject pursued in much of the writing on this website.

This post was written to help with understanding of the poem, Sin of the Gaps.

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Sin of the Gaps

June 22, 2009 · 2 Comments

 


 

Around a flat earth the

edges of providence,

defining thoughts like dra-

gons on old maps.

 

Great scary monsters from

incomprehensible

depths, imitating the

sin of the gaps.

 

Good and benevolent concepts of God

leave a whole range of human experience

outside the places that we have allocated for God.

 

The God of the gaps is a God incarnate in

all the things we don’t understand.

 

The sin of the gaps, is sin made responsible for

all the things we can’t believe to be created by God.

 

A split universe of God’s good things,

and all the rest in a great void bereft of God, where sin holds sway.

 

Like the old flat earth idea,

where people knew their familiar flat earth,

and feared everything beyond

in the mysterious province of dragons and monsters.

 

Translated by the heart.

 

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Conversion of Saul (Hermeneutics)

June 22, 2009 · Leave a Comment

 


 

Saul among the prophets:

 

Mad Saul replaced by Da-

 

vid the greatest champ in

 

Jewish hist’ry.

 
 

Our Saul. Now Paul. His fate

 

hermeneutically

 

sealed by David’s heir; through

 

Spirit’s myst’ry.

 
 
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Conversion of St Paul by Karl Matzek

 
 http://epiphanist.googlepages.com/conversionofSaul3.mp3

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Epiphanist’s Top Albums – Choice 8

June 6, 2009 · Leave a Comment

Taj Mahal – Giant Step / De Ole Folks at Home

On Rockwiz the guests and contestants are always asked about the first album they ever bought.

This is my first. I bought it via a kid at school who had joined the CBS record club and needed help to buy some records to take advantage of a special offer. I had never heard or seen the record, but the catalogue said it had Blues music, and I knew the names of some of the traditional songs, so I took a chance.

What a great record, easily Taj Mahal’s best. I have a number of his other records but nothing is close. There is a version of Corinna on the Taj’s Blues compilation from the Rising Suns days which gives a hint, but Giant Step is the one.

The vinyl is top quality, thick and hard, and still in good condition nearly 40 years later – it was released in 1969! I remember playing the record at home for my first girlfriend, who was into daggy crooners. She didn’t get it, and the relationship went pear shaped.

I haven’t replaced this one with a CD yet. There doesn’t seem much point, I know every note, every beat, every word by heart. A seminal record for me.

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Epiphanist’s Top Albums Choice 7

June 4, 2009 · Leave a Comment

ZZ Top – Tres Hombres

La Grange was a big hit, but I didn’t know much about ZZ Top otherwise.

I was browsing through K Mart at Corio one day, and picked up Tres Hombres for about $7 in a vivid green cover, because La Grange was on it.

It was an instant hit with the boys and myself, but I don’t think it is a girl’s record. It is just plain loud, driven music.

It must have been the 80’s, I was surprised to find that the record was issued in 1973. I haven’t really liked anything else they have done since, but I certainly like this one.

The current version has been remastered and has three bonus live tracks. It also has a nice little booklet about the songs. Dusty Gibbons comments about Jesus just left Chicago, ‘The blues is everywhere, and we used His name to get the point across’. Might just play it next time I’m home alone!

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Lost at Pentecost

May 30, 2009 · Leave a Comment

 


 
 

I dreamed that you were afraid of your angel,
shadowing your sweet curls,
a burly man
with unruly hair and untidy beard,
dressed in a red t shirt and jeans.

I held out my arm to stop him
but he passed almost straight through,
and wakened me in a ghostly moment
from another space where,
maybe, that ghost is me.

Context (so what?)

This verse was written about someone I met who was starting to come to terms with life in the spirit. I remember when I first became aware of the spirit in my life, how frightening it was to come into contact with something so alien and powerful. I really felt for this person as she came into my prayer.

The dream happened in the week leading up to Pentecost. This is proper and appropriate, as Peter reminds us in his quote from the prophet Joel, ‘your young men shall see visions and your old men shall dream dreams’. Part of this dream is about my concern that my own perception of prayer and spirit could be creepy to anyone who doesn’t share my experience, part of it is about someone coming to terms with the spirit, beyond all preconceptions.

In the inevitable way of dreams, it all turned out to be too much for the young person, and she dropped out of my life.

The picture is of my prayer, drawn in the symbolism of Pentecost, on two levels. The spirit, my friend, and myself represented as tongues of fire joined together in our prayer of the spirit, as well as the more traditional understanding of the external tongues of fire linking ourselves and each other to God through the spirit.

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